Hi. Just in case you didn't know:
During an earlier RSD attack where i believe absolutely everybody hated me I unfriended everybody.

If you are on *key, you received my unfollow & invalidation request probably. I.. would appreciate it if you followed me back.

If you're on Mastodon, or *oma, you might need to unfollow me, invalidate my follow, and then follow me again.

If you do hate me now... that's fine. It was nice knowing you.

These attacks have been getting worse and worse lately. I'm not looking to shed y'all as friends. But I'm at a critical point in my life where I cannot trust anybody, and I've been having mental collapses.. bi-weekly? weekly?

I do feel sorry for the mental instability i placed onto other people. I was in absolutely zero state to control myself, and I felt like my entire world was burning down. I hope you can forgive the discomfort I cause.

I do think that Fedi needs to have a conversation about Administrative burnout and the emotional abuse that users and fellow administrators have with each other. But, it appears I'm not the person that people will listen to for this.

I don't know.

I'd just appreciate having some friends around again, before Kitsu kicks the can.