More than a little frustrated with myself tonight. I've been really struggling with motivation to get shit done lately and especially for the last couple of days. I really need to get some stuff done to have everything ready to see the fam for Thanksgiving and yet I'm fighting myself at every turn just to even get started. I really fucking hate so much how I keep telling myself I need to do something but it feels almost impossible to get myself to start moving. Coupled with what is probably the beginning of seasonal depression, I'm just not having a very good time right now.